Dear Ms Eve,
Firstly I would like to thank you for sharing your wisdom and experience and wonderful collages with us. I am writing to you about an issue which I have been turning around in my mind for quite some time and am hoping that you can help me sift through it. I am pregnant with my second child and this pregnancy feels very different to my first. This is probably natural but I feel less "in communication" with the baby than I did with my first child and although I am sure that that could be because I have less time this time round I wonder if there is any other reason. In a reading with a very wise and trusted clairvoyant before I got pregnant, I was told that one of the spirits who energy was stacked up on to be our child was a boy and that I the spirit had my doubts since I felt his karma was linked much much more to my husband and his family than my own. I think I the spirit was worried or "concerned" that it would be a challenge to feel "loved & connected as a mother" since his connection is/was so strong to my husband rather than me. That was my understanding of the information relayed to me by this very trusted and respected clairvoyant. She told me at the time that a lot of things were being negotiated and therefore would/could change. Later on - in my own amateur clairvoyant space - my information showed very clearly a girl spirit and that she would be born to us. We found out recently in a scanning - that we are expecting a boy ! I am writing to you for 3 reasons. The first is that I feel a bit nervous about this idea that we may not be as "connected" as my first child and I are. Secondly I feel a bit insecure since my own reading was so wrong and until now I have trusted my information quite a lot. Lastly I wonder what kind of mother I am going to manage to be this time around if our relationship doesn't flow. Do you have any advice on what I should prepare myself for. I a little nervous about the roller coaster ride ahead of me - life changed so radically first time round. Thanks for listening .......
Seat belt fastened :)
Dear Super Brain Woman,
How lucky this child is to have such an intuitive mother.
Let me first say, that I'm not the least bit worried for you and your bond with this child. Then, I must say, that I can imagine your trusted clairvoyant adviser would be rolling her eyes far back in her head if she could read your words and realize that you have built up a worry about this...Her eyes might roll far, far back in her head until perhaps her chair tipped backwards...
This is the power of your huge intellectual minds ability to make a mountain out of molehill and most importantly to create a present event--your blocked present time communication with this babys spirit --out of a past communication/event. Take a moment to sit back and let this sink in. You have allowed a past truth to become a present truth. Where months ago, your spirit was working through it's pictures (concerns) about your husbands strong karma with this spirit, your mind has carried on as if your spirit still has these concerns. If your spirit was really worried or against this child coming in, do you think it would have allowed it to happen? You must have faith in your own spirit. Your mind has decided that your intuition was wrong about the girl spirit. Your mind suggests that your intuition was a figment of your imagination, or a delusion. How do you know? Perhaps you will have that girl spirit but she will have transformed into a boy, for reasons you will understand later. Or perhaps that girl spirit is another baby you will have in the future. The future does not exist to spirit in the same way as it does to the human mind. Your communication and intuition was correct, it remains for your mind to come to grips with how it all manifests.
When I look at this spirit that is to be your baby, yes, he is presenting as a boy, but a what a big, wonderful jolly spirit he is. He is full of laughter. Yes, his karma with his father is wonderful, and perhaps he is going to teach his father to be more jolly. But he has good karma with you and you will have to have faith in that before you are able to see it for yourself. It is as if you are talking to him and sending your communication to something out there and he is standing in another place shouting "I'm over here!" Change your picture of him by seeing him from openess rather through the lens of self-criticism, fear, or expectations that your mind has set up for you. It is clear to me that your concerns as a spirit from months ago have been resolved. This baby is bringing to you something you have dearly wished for, but it is not for me to say what. That will be part of the beautiful discoveries you make on your own as his loving, wonderful mother. If I have anything to say about what you should be prepared for is that you should be prepared to have your mind challenged many times and that you will enjoy it.
Eve says: Stop worrying darling, and create a new communication with your darling boy from the place of "not knowing".
love, Ms. Eve.
PS. I'll tell Ms. Francine Marie you like her collages. Personally, I am not so crafty so I asked her if I could use her Eve series--and stay tuned there are more of those coming.
Dear Super Brain Woman,
How lucky this child is to have such an intuitive mother.
Let me first say, that I'm not the least bit worried for you and your bond with this child. Then, I must say, that I can imagine your trusted clairvoyant adviser would be rolling her eyes far back in her head if she could read your words and realize that you have built up a worry about this...Her eyes might roll far, far back in her head until perhaps her chair tipped backwards...
This is the power of your huge intellectual minds ability to make a mountain out of molehill and most importantly to create a present event--your blocked present time communication with this babys spirit --out of a past communication/event. Take a moment to sit back and let this sink in. You have allowed a past truth to become a present truth. Where months ago, your spirit was working through it's pictures (concerns) about your husbands strong karma with this spirit, your mind has carried on as if your spirit still has these concerns. If your spirit was really worried or against this child coming in, do you think it would have allowed it to happen? You must have faith in your own spirit. Your mind has decided that your intuition was wrong about the girl spirit. Your mind suggests that your intuition was a figment of your imagination, or a delusion. How do you know? Perhaps you will have that girl spirit but she will have transformed into a boy, for reasons you will understand later. Or perhaps that girl spirit is another baby you will have in the future. The future does not exist to spirit in the same way as it does to the human mind. Your communication and intuition was correct, it remains for your mind to come to grips with how it all manifests.
When I look at this spirit that is to be your baby, yes, he is presenting as a boy, but a what a big, wonderful jolly spirit he is. He is full of laughter. Yes, his karma with his father is wonderful, and perhaps he is going to teach his father to be more jolly. But he has good karma with you and you will have to have faith in that before you are able to see it for yourself. It is as if you are talking to him and sending your communication to something out there and he is standing in another place shouting "I'm over here!" Change your picture of him by seeing him from openess rather through the lens of self-criticism, fear, or expectations that your mind has set up for you. It is clear to me that your concerns as a spirit from months ago have been resolved. This baby is bringing to you something you have dearly wished for, but it is not for me to say what. That will be part of the beautiful discoveries you make on your own as his loving, wonderful mother. If I have anything to say about what you should be prepared for is that you should be prepared to have your mind challenged many times and that you will enjoy it.
Eve says: Stop worrying darling, and create a new communication with your darling boy from the place of "not knowing".
love, Ms. Eve.
PS. I'll tell Ms. Francine Marie you like her collages. Personally, I am not so crafty so I asked her if I could use her Eve series--and stay tuned there are more of those coming.
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